Oct 17, 2015

Life lately

I was thinking about how I should start this post when a thought "Ah...I want to be in the romantic relationship" came to my mind. I asked myself and realise I just want someone to hug me and tell me everything is allright. Am I that lonely?! I guess I am... 
One part of me wants to be alone, other one to be surrounded with friends and loved one. Part that wants to be alone is way bigger. Because I'm tired of living whith my parents, my mum specifically. 
I don't want to talk about my relationship with my mum because it makes me depressed even more. But I can't currently don't have opportunity to move out. I've been starting writing bloposts for many times for the past few months but never ended any of them. And if I continue to write about my mum I'll end up with crying and not finishing this one.

So the purpose of this post is to give myself a kick to stop being depressed and start writing, blogging about my travels, posting news about kbeauty products, my fitness journey that I need to start ever again, earning money online and in general writing, writing and once again writing about my everyday life to motivate myself to become better and pursue my dreams.

Because you know, this summer I turned 25 years old and it made me so depressed that I didn't complete almast anything from my To do list until I'm 25:). Actually some of things I don't prioritize anymore but the majority I still need to do. I guess I need to think about what I want to do with my life than reorganise my 2015 goals. Create more steps to achieve those goals and dreams. 

And finally start doing what I want, not what people around me want. Like next year I decided to earn more money and travel to countries I want to visit not what my friends want. Even if it means travelling alone. I just need to find ways to earn more money to be able to support myself during traveling)

Oh! I started this post being depressed but finished with a good mood:) 

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